Jos Charles
II.
Having grown tired of a length
of habit, petitioners in beggar’s habit
I remember leaving the backyard seat we’d been sitting
and coming upon the decision to go it
alone and walked to the car where
hazel eye, without a shirt on, I was
on my knees, a sovereignty I had thought
sturdied enough to touch and was not.
My wildhead bent through every angle
of that car door. Were I to beg
to watch shadows swallow the yard would we know?
Beyond the shallow wall where tips of fern leaves used
to show the slimmest crown of green.
Be not afraid.
III.
Glory be to the asterisk. A star. The stone lying upon the paten. I awoke to the
boundary stones moved in the night. I covered my eyes and would not let go.
I crossed and covered my feet. Preferring this to not even when you would
not speak, I thought I will reach for you if your reach for me. I thought
I too shall not speak. I thought names are given only in mastery.
Because you did not reach for me, because I did not reach
I bent low to feed the cat, split my lip on the table’s end.
She is on my feet she sits as I write you this.
Why do you look for the living among the dead.
A name occurs where we dare not speak. Again
and again. Anaphoric. A name— the already
given without as it occurs within. An alcove
coppice stone. No new messages on my phone.
Where else for a dove to land.
Amen.
About the author
Jos Charles is author of the poetry collections a Year & other poems (Milkweed Editions, 2022), feeld, a Pulitzer-finalist and winner of the 2017 National Poetry Series selected by Fady Joudah (Milkweed Editions, 2018), and Safe Space (Ahsahta Press, 2016). She is a Guggenheim and Ruth Lilly & Dorothy Sargent Rosenberg recipient. Jos Charles teaches as a part of Randolph College's low-residency MFA program and resides in Long Beach, CA.